Now that's what we call an interesting exchange of e-mails! The exquisite Miss Sabrina has a way with the written word... so we decided to let her interview as it is, without much editing, for you to discover that beautiful and unique personality.
1) How did you discover your passion for all things fetish?
My numero uno fetish was nylon stockings , I intensely remember the feelings of deep love for my mommie's sheer stocking legs, life all kinda made sense on a deeper more intrinsic level from the moment when I 'rebirthed' or 'dry-orgasmed' via crawling inside a pair of mummie's pantyhose when I was about two or three years old. There's a real essence in the pursuit of our deepest dreams that may not set us free, but that gives us a more abiding joy and deeper satisfaction stemming from primal memory than perhaps anything else we may ever experience as adults. This experience was a little like a simulated mission tew crawl back intew the womb of life....^*^ purrr
Years later I found out that i had never been breast-fed, obviously I had somehow acquired a sense of security from stockings and the first time I crawled inside, I was crawling in head first... & years later, when I discovered latex rubberwear, I was much happier inhabiting this purgatory world.
At about the age of 7, I used to astral travel {or, lucid dream} my way to the lounge room, I dont really know how describe the process, but when I was there, it was like a special playland and there were boxes of fetish wear, gloves, bodystockings and exquisite hi heeled shoes to try on and pleasure myself with, ^..^ I remember waking up in the morning to the waking realm and wanting intensely tew go straight back there, cause boy life at that time for me was purgatory, when I grew up I reinvented myself as shemale Goddess & vamp creature more proximating my fetish dreamz.
I always so far do remember the thrill & raw sensuality and sexual rapture of those clear as day vivid dreams and even some on the textures and colour designs on the lycra style catsuits. At that stage I didnt know what latex rubber was , but when I was sweet 16 , I remember being in an adult store and buying a rubber suspender belt, and a Sulka shemale pornstar magazine, she was a eurasian transsexual who always wore stockings, suspender belts and really hi heels with a gorgeouss she cock and big tranny tits n I fell in lust with her instantly.
I've always liked the fine lines between feminine illusion , being born a boy {and coming to my own terms with it}, besides feeling the universal wonder of goddess feminity & discovering the universe is actually Hermaphroditic and that in actuall fact humanities male-female 'myth' is actually quite insulting against hermaphrodite goddess universal law ^*^ As a footnote to all this, I often get surprised when yummy goddessess both female and shemale look at me with a smile but aren't interested in sheanimale lesbian futanari n femme female girly sex, i mean really, wouldn't that be the greatest porn movie ever, u know in rubber, gothic makeup n sevy vampy hi arched heels, just like the style rubber nuns in my scripts, do steamy gassmasken pennance fur ^..^ purrz
2) You mention being born in Scandinavia… and you’re now living in Australia! Did you move for work... or for love? ;)
Had no choice, it was a family move when I was small, then I moved New Zealand, then Germany, London, NYC, New Zealand, London, Netherlands, San Francisco, Germany, NYC, New Zealand, Australia, Netherlands, New Zealand, Australia, Germany, now Australia, {USA + Canada next} since old enough tew make my owne decisions, traveling for me has usually been for art/collab/visit friends/ guestmistreess (and of course love).
3) Tell us a bit about makeup… are you self-taught or have you ever followed some basic courses? Besides you (of course!), who do you think are the best artists right now?
Well bec hollack is just the best, her deviantart page is nubileninjanymph, besides that I'm just soo vain, n lovin do my own face, always have n always will. Well, till I retire tew my gummi fetisch hospital, that is :-)
4) You are also a photographer, aren’t you? Is your degree of enjoyment different before or behind the camera?
^..^ mmmm, it all comes flooding back when I pose fur pix in front of mirrors n do selfportrait art pix n whan i do yummy geisha gothic n fetish stylez of makeup art, or step intew sinfull latex n ff nylons , wasp waist in leather n opera gloves n slide my feet intew sexually provocative footwear, u know... ballet boots, crotch hi, blood red , or white black pin striped skool headmistress rubber nun convent of sin power dressing... purrr!!!
Being a shemale siren is a self taught art and fur me its a distinct pleasure and my personal passion is satisfying my hedonistic n creative streak, so yes I shamelessly missapropriate hedonism intew my creativity, which may be a sin, but is not necessarily bad karma & I certainly dont have any need for dogmas, as my passions and my art are a means to a greater end and the results are either divine or not, depending on one's perceptions n perspectives. We all have a right to enjoy what there is in an unhurried way n when we hold the mystic key, the phoenix is happiest in transformation play ^*^
5) What would you say is the biggest misconception that the general public still believes in towards the fetish scene (and transgender entertainers/artists, in particular)?
Mmmm. Interesting... human beings shall wander from unhappiness to stupidity until they each awaken to transform their own energies... When Mr & Mrs general public replaces "us & them" and "group" mentality with resonant spirit self awareness , we each come that much closer tew percieve the depth n profundity of sub atomic theory and heres my rave now cummin at ya ^..^
We all are just individuals n unique creatures & deep inside we are each an extraodinary and valid part of an intelligent n yummny universe, but we need be individualls n feel the love our parents were denied in their strange land of imperialiast make believe n 'holier than thou' la la lands of mediocrity for those of immature mindset... Believe ME, it's far far better tew believe in yurself, and if then if you truly won't give yourself permission tew be happy, make the effort yourself to at least try an enjoy more of the outcome, and don't blame anyone else as you take your environment with yew, everywhere yew go and even tew the grave an there beyond tew every other secret space besides, but that's all just academic, if yew can't percieve happiness even in the midst of thine eternall sufferings here in the eternal now, don't expect to find yur redemption or salvations elsewhere ^*^
6) Do you frequently come up with & design your own wardrobe?
My wardrobe is a yummny schiny gummi mix n match of rubber couture n bondage n fetish pieces n unique n custom crafted gems. When magazine, shop or internet shopping, often my eye gets caught with a certain design or colour then my instincts dictate how tew make it more special, or a more flattering style for my ectomorphic body type. I'm not necessarily looking to re-invent the wheel when an object already represents much of its purrfect form, but having said that, yesss, I much prefer to order a custom fit of styles i like or have seen somewhere in dreams. Well its easy in rubber, because rubber is the new religion. lol, I started say that on my first website in '96 I think, then demask invited me to Amsterdam, I think I got there in '98, the rest is history, but really when it comes to fetish heels, there"s few I've seen that match my hi shoecraft lusciouss tapered shiny patent strappy nethar dreamz ^..^ *purrzzzz
7) We actually met director David Blyth when he came for a film festival right here in Montreal a couple of years ago. You have worked with him on one of his projects, haven’t you? What can you tell us about that?
Well, let me start, I started as a pro domme under a very experienced head mistress & hospital matron back in 1994 which was like literally going strait from the closet {I was transvestite at the time} to being a bdsm mistress. I took to it like a duck to water and I feel fortunate to have had such a great headmistress who put so much trust in me early on, I mean, the first session I ever did was sink or swim.
Anyhow , I swam and David's film, a handfull of years later, was an extension or natural progression & celebration of those first few times, on my own with a stranger, alone in a secret space with a trusting soul, trussed in heavy bondage , alone in the void, mmm, his very talented cinematographer just followed me around in a session, and there was also a supporting interview I did a week later which was intercut over other scenes in this documentary style film, its called Dungeon - Queens of Darkness and was sold to television with name Bound for Pleasure.
Quite a few people commented that they realy like watching my session in that film, also, theres a particular piece of music on the soundtrack called "Panther Blaze" which I have used quite a few times in performances, as it's a yummy dark mysterious decadently brooding piece of ambience & evokes something mmm Priestess like , stirred yet never shaken, just the way I like my alt.fetish hi arched rubber convent arts ^*^
8) You have performed many things at some popular fetish events. What can anyone expect from you when you’re on stage?
lol, absolutely no idea whats next, mmm, I see rubber nuns entering stage left, many skyscraper tall slender fetish heels draw our gaze , a throne room, females, mmm and one shemale on a devine throne, they're all praying to the hi arched fetish rubber nun who worships her latex religious vows in hermaphrodite goddess cult, maybee there's a latex adult baby in a nursery cage and a rubber submissive in full bondage spread eagle on the wall whose turn it is for sin confession now, mmm, but of there sins they must now show and demonstrate as rubber religion has different theorem on enacting primal sin ^*^
9) What are your future plans for the RubberTemple website?
It does need activation, I simply refuse the trivial act of paying yearly subscriptions for things like this when a decent financial slave is begging really for half a chance... so, if yur reading this slave, help GoddesssBlazE ^*^ update her shiny altfetish deviant web with new poems, fetish filmclips , pix collabs, tribute illustrations, etc.
Yew must be submissive polite loyal and obedient and have experience as webmaster/webslave, e-mail me if you have a calling to get my ideology online in rubber n flowing nicely ^*^
10) You seem to have a trademark for very colorful photographs/themes… what is your preference in the many characters that you so successfully portray?
Oh , I confess, technicolour dreams had been my sinfull preoccupation since my early movie days. However, I'm going black n white strictest rubber nun in purple prism stain glass flames from now on, for next phase so prey fur colourz yew enjoy, mmm medical grade yellow transperent latex hospital of desire pix also becons nexxt ^*^
11) What do you do when it’s time to relax? (you DO have time to relax, don’t you?)
Bath, spa bath, boudoir, satin sheets n ff nylons... mmm I know it's called the rubbertemple, but sometimes black lace an satin lingerie is just soo yummny drenche in dior perfume and sleeping in really hi heelss... purrz... is devine ^*^
12) The usual last question… when can we count on you to visit Montreal???
Thanxx, so, whenz the next fetish calender dates? Business class would be gr8t ^..^