Well, we have a lot to learn from Mz. Scream... you see, she has a very special talent and her career path is a fascinating experience indeed. Read on to discover:
1) So how did you ever become interested in all things fetish?
Well as with everything in My life, I have gotten in and out of things at many different times throughout My life. Fetishes are no different of a situation.
When I was in elementary school, age 11, My first detention was for grabbing boys' balls in the school yard and yanking on them. My nickname was 'The Pronger', and boys were so scared of me at recess that they told the teacher on Me. I got such a sick thrill out of watching them on the ground in a state of torture. But of course this was very non-consensual, and wrong for Me to do. The poor boys. *Sigh* I was not mature enough in My sexuality to realize that I could not get My enjoyment without consent. I in fact did not even realize that I was just hard-wired in some way to be a sadist, or that it had anything to do with sexuality! I was a nice kid and all... just confused.
Age 17, I dated a 19 year old young man who introduced Me to BDSM. He was big into rubber dresses, bondage, gagging and those types of things. He wanted Me to be his Domme, but was training Me up as a submissive. Then I could see first-hand what it was that he actually wanted, because I actually had no idea what to do. One time we were in the back seat of his car, and I was wearing crotchless panties, and a nipple-less bra. He tied Me up, and he was messing around with Me, when all of a sudden... the police drove up to our make-out parking lot, and shone their bright spot light right onto Me in the back seat. This is when I learned how to escape from bondage at mock speed. Haha! Very exciting indeed. And, luckily in a panic I was able to escape and get dressed. However, the police ended up driving away and not checking on on us too closely. They must have seen the looks on our faces and decided to leave us alone. Thank God I wasn't being kidnapped and being held hostage!
Then, in My 20's, My partner enjoyed being tied up to the furniture, and restrained on the bed, and just left there. I had no idea what to do with him...I took a couple of photos that nobody would develop for us... LOL! But basically, he liked being bound and left there. So, as the good partner I was, I just did it for him. I never understood the thrill totally, but it was no skin off My teeth to help him get off this way.
Then after we broke up, I worked at a coffee shop that had an SM store next door. I was asked to be in a fashion show with their clothing, and started trying everything on. I loved punk and heavy metal at the time, and these kind of clothes appealed to Me so much, so this was exciting. It was leather and PVC heaven. At the fashion show, I was offered to work in web cam and in porn from an owner of a local company, who saw me modeling. I looked into it, but passed it up. I wasn't ready. But, the seed had been planted.
Months after the show, I began to realize that I was a total exhibitionist. I liked wearing those sexy, naughty clothes in front of all those people. So I started checking out job opportunities in the porn industry. I also started doing little shows for My part-time lovers, and letting them watch Me get off. Part of starting in porn was because of My new found enjoyment of exhibitionism, and part of it was because I was single with an over-active sex drive.
Incidentally, I found the most hard core BDSM studio in town and was offered work right away. Wow, I didn't know what I was getting Myself into! They gave Me all submissive roles, and some of the scenes were really tough. I didn't make great money, but there was something that kept Me going back to work there.
Eventually I moved into soft-core vanilla porn, and the money was great. I also tried at web cam too, but never committed to it. It was a whole new world! One of My friends who had always wanted to be a Dominatrix and I started chatting. I had recently learned how to squirt (female ejaculate) and I had all these ideas for movies. I didn't want to do it for any other company than My own, as it is a rare talent. She said she would work with Me to make a new porn company called Cream Productions. It was a feminist, fetish, BDSM, oriented company. We were going to create a series of educational fetish movies with demonstration pornos. We filmed 5 movies yet only produced 2 of them. And then we split up. Ever since, I have been providing live pussy squirt shows and FemDom/fetish sessions from various dungeons, studios and venues. I still teach female ejaculation workshops, and see squirting fetishists to this day!
2) Are there artists or performers on the fetish & BDSM scene that are an inspiration to you?
Miss Pain used to work at the first studio I worked for, and I admired her a lot. I was able to work with Veronika Harley at her dungeon, and she is amazing in every way. A true sadist is she!
3) Do you have specific memories of your first ever photo shoot?
Well the first movie shoot I did in the trunk of a car. It was a porn game show. They had ripped the back seat out of the car and put lights and cameras facing inside of the trunk so you could see Me stuffed in there. As part of the game show I had to insert toys into My pussy. According to the script I won the game and made $10, 000! LOL! In the accompanying photo shoots it was funny because they put pics on the web site of Me wearing a housecoat over My costume which actually wasn't part of the scene, it was when I thought the cameras were off. Seeing nude photos of yourself for the first time is a real challenge. Or any photos sometimes for that matter. We can be so hard on ourselves, but also it's nice when you see a super hot pic. Just a stroke to the old ego! Woohoo!
4) Now you must tell us more about female ejaculation. At which point did you discovered that you had that ability?
In my twenties, I had a couple boyfriends who found my g-spot and made me gush. Like the bed was a puddle. But I was asked on a porn set if I was a squirter, and I had no idea about it at all. I read about it, and learned how to do it. The whole thing was really confusing, as it was such a new experience for Me. So I grabbed a mirror and some toys. When I got off, I realized it was squirting from My urethra! So then I thought I was just peeing. But then I read more materials and found out that female ejaculation is a fluid that comes from the Skene's glands, and squirts out of the urethra, just like a man.
So, I spent a lot of time practicing and perfecting the techniques to be able to do it on command. The truth is, I did testing with an actual doctor and realized that female ejaculate has a different chemistry composition than pee, but sometimes there is pee in the squirt too. It's surely the same situation with men too to some degree, but women don't have a valve that stops the pee to make way for the cum, like men do. So, sometimes if the bladder is full, you have to expect some pee to squirt out too.
5) How does a typical workshop go? Are all the ladies all embarrassed and/or excited? :)
Well, I have done workshops for women exotic dancers, co-ed situations like at trade shows, for My male clients, and for male/female couples. I have found that people are very interested in it, and I take an approach to help people feel comfortable. (I always try to fit in a couple drinks before the big crowds to ease My nerves, and to bring out My humour.) We live in a country where sex education in school focuses on prevention of disease and pregnancy. Very little is taught about women's orgasms. Female sexual dysfunction is hugely common, and there are women who go their whole lives without orgasm. A friend of mine didn't have her first until she was almost 40.
Surely My workshop is very adult oriented, so I am sure some have blushed. But I have good intentions, and at the end of the day I feel I have helped open the doors for some people to have better sex lives. I teach about tips, toys, techniques, positions, anatomy, chemistry and make referrals to good reading materials. The whole workshop is 30 minutes, and if we are in an appropriate venue I will offer demonstrations as well.
6) Can you tell us what is your personal style as a domina?
Smiling Sadist. Creative. Enjoy fantasy scenarios. With various forms of torture, there also comes the nurturing component as well. Bitch.
7) Would it bother you to have picture of yourself in a bondage position? Would this contradict your dominant image?
Well, I started off in the hard core porn industry as a submissive. Those photos exist, but I wouldn't want to go back now. I actually did not enjoy My submissive days... just didn't float My boat.
8) It seems that interest in foot fetish is on the rise these days around here… is this common everywhere, by your experience? And why would it be so?
I can't say it's on the rise because it has always existed. Even in web cam days, I did foot fetish scenarios. We were actually encouraged to not show our feet while doing the free chat component at this one company I worked for. This was because the guys would just come in, chat for awhile, and get off at looking at My feet rather than buying a private show. I have a friend who is an exotic dancer who said guys would sit at the front row, and would only watch her feet during her performance. It's kind of funny because sometimes I will want to bless My slaves with showing them nudity, and all they want to look at is My feet! LOL! Some people would take this offensively, but then you just have to realize that not all men are merely into tits and ass only! But we are conditioned to think that way, aren't we?
9) How does a pro domme has to do to stay on top and remain popular, heads over the “competition”?
You have to deal with the fact that although you are Dominating clients, that you are also providing a service. That means you must act professional, provide the services that were agreed on, the dungeon should be well kept, well... the list goes on forever. Don't use the term 'Pro' if you can't live up to the standard. Even if you are traveling and don't have the biggest, most well-equipped dungeon... you still want to give them a memorable experience. Right? It can't only be about the equipment, your costume, or your looks. It's also about connecting with your submissives and getting into their head.
10) Do you traveil a lot around Canada and beyond? When will we see you in Montreal?
I mostly travel between Vancouver and Toronto. However, I haven't seen Montreal yet and can't wait to check it out!